I am on a cross and it is not me living this life but Jesus in me.
Galatians 2:20

I really want Jesus to live His way
of life inside of me.

I want to back off and give Him a chance to respond before I do.

I see myself as nailed to a cross, I am dead to the garbage and
tricks of this world.

To those who are dying in their rebellion against God, the idea of a cross is something stupid. 1 Cor. 1:18

We do not like the idea of a cross.
Gal. 5:11

Let me live today as if I were in a casket (like being on a cross) and the enemy was pushing things in my face to try
to get me to look at them.

I am dead to those things and they mean nothing to me -let it be so!